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One Eye Mother
My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, ' EEEE , your mom only has one eye!' I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only going to make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings. I wanted her out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard and got a chance to go abroad to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts,
Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she had not even met her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!' GET OUT OF HERE! NOW !!!' And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I might have come to the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to our old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that my mother had died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have when she had come to visit me.
'My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the school reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you or maybe see you again. I'm sorry that I was such a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine. I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with one of my eyes.
Bad ends with D and Day, but it is not D Day, it my bad bay. I hope, after writing this jurnal, I will feel fresh and happy. Moreover, this would like to delicate to all friends, who had bad day. Remember, stand still and keep silent when you had problem.
Let me tell to something as introduction, I woke up at 6.00 as I am afraid I would be late for the meeting. After having breakfast and shower, I check mail for train's direction. Oh God, I found good way one, which is cheap and near the place.
Then I took the bus to Yokohama station while waiting the bus I feel happy as schedule will be 10mn in time,
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Wait, the problem not yet come....
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While I took the train, I just found out that, the train delayed and moreover, the train that I change was Local " which mean that it will stop every station, unlike rapid or limit express which stops at big. If I took the that train, I have to wait atleast 50 mn to reach to Kayabacho (Hotel Universer Nihon Bashi Kayabacho) where is number 12. Oh shit, I can not wait like that, I have to find some way out. Looking at my pocket, I left 2000 Yen. Hey, can this will afford me to Kayabacho? I said, let try this chance...I will take the taxi...
In the train, I try to call my teacher serveral time to wait me, that I maybe late for the meeting... but no one get my phone call.... Bad still Bad to me.....
I arrived late 15 mn, and everyone went out (I missed the meeting). So, what I do is useless moreover, the fee of taxi is 2420 Yen. OMALA, what should I do? I have only 2000 Yen in my pocket. So, I ask him to wait me; I need to withdraw money in the bank. Shit, Only UFJ is alvaible, no post office bank ( I have two bank account and most of money were transfer to post office bank as it is ATM near my house, so I am easy to withdraw the money).
In my UFJ account, I left 380 Yen, OMALA, my brain is blank, i have no idea, so I come up with 300 Yen and ask the taxi driver that, i have left only 300 Yen and apologise that I dont have 120 Yen more for him, he smile me and said, ok. I apologise him several time until he drives away. I never owe stranger or unknown people money, but this is my first time in life.
During my time at the ATM, many people have come and at the end three people were withdrawing the money very long and I am out of control..... at that time, I dont know, what I am doing..... Oh shit.... dame day....
I have 5000 yen left in pocket, but last night, I charge for Suica ( Auto ticket that you can drive train without buying ticket cos it is pre-paid card) for 3000 yen....
Totally, I have spend 3 hours on transportation and 4500 Yen =44 $ without any result and come back home and spend 4 hours. Oh,,,, ALA....
BAD Day or DAME Day...
Hey, I suppose to have meeting and enjoy railway musuem in Saitama (Tokyo). As I was late, so I could not joint with them just feel ashamed with management, and spending money and time useless....
Now i live in p.p with my family. Im in grade 9. I 1 2 have scholarship 2 study in japan. But i think i cant have it bcoz i dont study well. But i must try 2 study to fill full my wish. Take care.
jar jar i kor doing fine dae and my study also. I will finish my next month then i will start new subject. How about you? when graduate? by the way, will you join Bong Chetra wedding on this December?
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